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So today I got horrible news from the doctor

To make a long story short, when I want to have kids (which I really do or did in the future), I’ll probably have multiple miscarriages before it sticks … and even then, it’s a pretty slim chance of happening.

So yup, I’ve been crying for a little bit now.


i hate when ppl make fun of me for trying 2 be positive and spread good vibes like fuck your bitter ass i spent a good portion of my short life being bitter and angry and suicidal if i wanna shoot sunshine out of my ass then i fuckin will 

So, I had a woman come up to me and say ‘I know it’s Mexico, but you really shouldn’t be drinking if you’re pregnant’.

No … I’m just fat.

But thanks, lady.

Holy shit, I’m leaving for Mexico in like five hours … damn

I honestly hate when my cousin fucking messages me out of the blue because it’s always bullshit that spurs me into tears. This time it was about Ferguson and how everyone is wrong but the cops

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So, I’ve come to realize my cousin deleted me from facebook after he lashed it out on my post over the Ferguson situation. He basically was on the cops standing point and surprisingly, I didn’t respond. 

He just tried adding me back and I don’t know why I accepted at this point. 

Seriously though, ranging from his views on abortion laws, LGBT standing points (even though I’ve been an open pansexual for years), and now this, my respect for him has shriveled down. Oh yeah, I’m a crazed liberal too for standing up for shit when all he rants is how Obama and Hillary are like Hitler.

So … they convinced me not to put in my two weeks and instead try and take a leave of absence for a little bit of time. However, I have put in to work as a Pet Nutrition Specialist with Nutro so if I do leave (though I plan on it being a second job), I still remain in the animal field. Hopefully with having connections to the company, I can get the position. 


So … here’s my resignation letter

I am writing to announce my resignation from ____, effective two weeks from this date. Although I have enjoyed working with the company, personal reasons necessitate that I vacate my position and focus on improving such situation.  I deeply appreciate the opportunities you’ve provided me during my time here, and I am very grateful for all of your assistance along the way.

This was not an easy decision to make. The past year has been very rewarding, but right now, I must focus on personal issues. If I can be of any assistance during this transition, please don’t hesitate to ask.

I wish you and the company all the best. And again, thank you for the opportunities of growth that you have provided me.

I’m so lucky to have the parents I do. If I didn’t talk to my Dad about what to do, things would be much worse than they are now.

To make a long story short - I’m going to see if I’d be able to take a bereavement leave, and if not, I’m giving my two weeks

Like everyone keeps telling me - my mental health is worth more than a silly job

Don’t you just love mental instability?

I have gotten zero sleep tonight because I’m looking to see if there’s a job somewhere … and I’ve had countless panic attacks. Maybe I can transfer to another store … but my sanity can’t handle working where I do anymore. I adore my job, but the coworkers lead me to such a state of stress, oh so grand things are running through my head. 

Great fucking time

So, my fridge has officially broken, and if we didn’t have a spare, this is probably what would be going down -

Do you ever get so mad during a video game you punch your headboard and slice open your hand? 

No? Just me? Okay.

Anyone else get so frustrated in Hearthstone that you punch your headboard or is that just me?