New Year’s Eve - it’s the day that Poof passed away. I can’t handle December 29 - January 3, but New Year’s Eve really hits me hard. I’ll just sit in my closet and cry for a day or two, or go out into the woods and not come back for a while.
I just found this video of Poof.
R.I.P. Baby Boy
2.14.08 - 12.31.10
This is probably the only photo you will see on here without me having any makeup on but this photo was taken in November of 2009. It’s just a pic of me and my baby boy
My Kid Has Four Paws
Feb 14, 2008 - December 31, 2010
This was a video that my mum took when I was in the hospital. I missed Poof so much and I couldn’t see him so she filmed this video and brought it to me.
I just found it again and watched it and can’t believe he’s gone. I’m balling my eyes out right now typing this out.
I think it’s the “Poofy say, hi mumma.” that really kills me.
I think that was one of the most painful moments of my life.
Worse than any time in the hospital, worse than being called a skank and a whore, burrying him tonight has nearly killed me.
The whole day I think about him but I always have a moment where I just breakdown and ball my eyes out.
This is the little kitten [:
Coconut and Kiyote aren’t to fond of him but Coco should come to like him. I think he misses Poof just as much as I do.
I don’t have a name for him yet, any ideas?
For anyone that knew Poof and Coco does this not remind you of them a tiny bit?